i tried going to sleep three hours ago. it’s funny how quickly time passes when you’re counting down how long you have left until it’s time to go to work. my alarm is set for five hours from now.
seaairraah asked: Hope you had a great birthday!
I had a lovely time last night, the birthday weekend’s going splendidly. Thank you! :) (p.s. good to see you!)
waking up next to nothing after dreaming of you and me, waking up all alone, waking up so relieved..
She may be going to Hell, of course, but at least she isn’t standing still.
next time you’re having a not-so-spectacular day (like today!) and feel like being in a melancholy mood for hours on end (not today!) you should make some lists
- bad triggers - what makes you feel like shit? what will put you into a terrible mood if you think about it? what will send you into an endless shame spiral?
- good triggers - what will help you take your mind off of the aforementioned bad things? (if the answer is nothing, which it probably is, that’s okay.) what makes you happy most of the time?
- potential interesting hobbies - seriously though, what sounds like it’d be fun to try?